You are a child of the Most High God of the Bible. Captivity is unnatural for you. Learn to hate the chains of any habit that enslaves you. While drug addicts and alcoholics may want the taste of sin, they certainly do not want torment. But, they will never be free until they learn to despise those chains.
Habit is Hell’s greatest weapon in destroying your life. Let God break your chains.
“The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord hath anointed me to preach good tiding unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;”
“If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.”